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#hello?#this is actually insane(in the best way possible)#if this was around when i was 14...#harry styles#one direction#tik tok#ai hugging trend#apparently it's free too#directioners#black directioners#also imagine how good this sort of tech is going to be in a year or 2#niall horan#louis tomlinson#zayn malik#liam payne#hazza
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pick your battles
#my art#my stuff#art#comic#original art#pride 2024#pride month#trans allegory..... or not even allegory. just trans .... ^_^#i technically cannot come out yet but i don't think the people who i need to not see this stalk my tumblr#i know they stalk everything else like my twitter and my instagram but this might be safe#so fuck it we yap. this is a comic about picking your battles#this is a comic about how for almost a year now everyone at home in singapore has been crying about my sore throat#my terrible fucked up voice. my you know. etc#i came out as not cis and using they/them pronouns in 2015 when i was 14#but no one ever used my pronouns. none of my classmates or friends even up until i left for college in 2020#from 2020 onwards every year i wrote an angry vulnreable essay about how much it hurts that they dont remember#and people would dm me apologizing on their hands and knees and commending my bravery#and then forget about it all over again. id ont mean 'they misgender me and then catch it and apologize and correct themselves'#i mean they dont even get that far#and so you might ask yourself: why have you kept them around all this time?#and i would have to explain that by pure bad luck i grew up in the most conservative close minded community#that all of my ex classmates that stayed in singapore are cishet and upper middle class and chinese singaporean#that i Am the trans person. that they were able to ignore me for a decade partially because there was no one else#so this is a comic about how there is dignity and grace in staying in the closet sometimes#about how not everyone deserves to see you at your happiest. about how some people can go fuck themselves#you know your truth and THATS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS!!! YEAH!!! i love you
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Noatak running errands in civilian disguise I made for him <3
#my art#legend of korra#tlok#noatak#amon#i imagine he’d have no problem going around the city as himself since literally no one knows who he is#Tarrlok definitely would not recognise him#the last time he saw him he was 14 like there’s no way#I have so many hcs…..#I like to think rain annoys him especially when it starts unexpectedly#he hates using waterbending but he also doesn’t wanna get wet#I suck at drawing water I need to practice more 🙈
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💖 Day 3.5 is now available! 💖
For the last couple of months, only Server Boosters had access to the 3.5 update... Buuuuut now it's available for everyone to play in the 14DWY Discord — and soon itch.io once I'm happy with the QA and state of the game — so please don't feel pressured to join unless you want to!!
The full devlog + even more screenshots are under the cut ^^
What's been added to the 3.5 version?
📺 Streamer Mode!
I've been told that it's difficult to stream and monetise age-restricted videos on YouTube and Twitch, so I added an option to remove the sexual content and strong language used in the demo.
Now y'all can invite Ren into your bed for cuddles without putting your streamer career on the line /silly /lh
This won't affect the 18+ rating or dark themes/elements of the game, however! Although Streamer Mode will prevent you from seeing any "gruesome" CGs in the future, most of the core elements of the game will still be tied to the choices and decisions you make. So you won't miss out on the overall experience by using streamer mode!!
⚙️ Custom Pronouns!
It only took me one entire year to get around to it, but you can finally choose your own preferred pronouns (or use a set of pronouns instead)... At the cost of being able to change them mid-game ^^;
Since the original pronoun screen wouldn't update until a new scene was displayed, I temporarily disabled the feature. But once I find a workaround, I'll bring it back!
💗 Choose how others perceive you!
You can now choose how the cast and narration perceive you! Originally, the narration was kept strictly gender-neutral (outside of pronouns and genitalia picked by the player), but this will soon change in future updates.
For more clarity: you don't get to choose the words specifically, but you can choose between masculine, feminine, and androgynous terms!
📋 Separate top and bottom genitalia!
You can now choose your tatas and pps separately! >:3
Alongside that, you can also choose your preferred body type!
I removed the "both" genitalia option because a few players still assumed it was an obscure version of "intersex". That wasn't my intention and I don't want to mislead anyone, so I took it out for now ^^;
I also didn't want to include a screenshot of the new genitalia choices in action (because it's NSFW), so y'all get the same character menu screen for the nth time instead lmao
📱 Relationship Screen Overhaul!
You can now change your own status for more immersion, and long-term Server Boosters will eventually be able to submit and use their own icon within the game as well!
Stalking finding your friends has now become easier by using "Buddy Maps"; a new app that allows you to see the location of all the cast members!
I want to offer players more incentive to check the relationship screen since they tend to miss the status updates, so hopefully this might help ;v;
It also says it "updates every few hours" so folks don't go overboard and check every 5 seconds to see where Ren is gdsghf (also keep in mind that he's a hacker lol)
🖤 Additional Scenes Update!
Day 2 received a brand new CG!!!!! Originally, I planned on only adding a few CGs sporadically throughout the game, but it didn't feel right to leave Day 2 so... empty... so I added a brand new CG to (hopefully) make things feel more balanced and natural!
If you decline Teo's offer on Day 3, Leon will now call and try to convince you to reconsider. However, players are still allowed to decline, and if they do, they'll reach a dead end.
After listening to feedback on itch, I changed some of the dialogue during Days 1-3 to make it seem more consistent! They're only small changes though, so it's honestly not worth looking for sdgjssga
🎶 Updated BGM and SFX!
I wanted to try out a different style of music to see if it fits the vibe of 14DWY more! The BGM features more acoustics to suit the "beachy" theme of Corland Bay, though I made a conscious effort to include piano elements as well to stay true to the original!!
I figured it'd be better to give players a live example before I make a poll (to see if they prefer the change or not) and publish it to Itch.
Some new SFX have also been added, though it's very minimal and honestly not that noticeable.
How to download and play the update?
(warning: clicking on the following links will open Discord!!) To download the Day 3.5 update, simply join the 14DWY Discord server, verify your age, and visit the "14dwy-updates" channel!
Alternatively, you can also wait until the update is publicly released on Itch to play it as well!! (It normally gets released shortly after a round of QA testing/getting feedback from the server, though I may release it earlier if I feel like it hehe ^^)
Enjoy!!
#14 days with you#14dwy#💖 — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — updates.#🖤 — spoilers.#I'm not gonna say much about my current doxxing situation because I've got it under control now + it's being handled privately#Plus I don't wanna give it/the people involved any unnecessary attention. I just wanna announce the update and Get Back To It™️#(''it'' bein the grind 💪 It never stops lmao /silly)#OG followers will also know that these topics aren't the vibe I normally have on this blog (or any of my accounts); so I don't think I'll—#—make ANOTHER public post about the situation and bring more attention to it (when I just want everything to be over and put to rest ^^;)#However I also don't want people to think that I'm... ignoring?? the situation entirely (because gettin doxxed is a very endangering thing)#So I DO want to quickly acknowledge it here and say that it's all currently handled + I'm safe and okay + this won't stop me from—#—continuing to work on 14DWY (and other future projects). I also don't want to give these awful people more power and incentive to continue#—this kind of pathetic behaviour; so the less attention and encouragement being shown will ultimately be better in the long run :3#Aaaaaanways!! 😮💨#My other accounts will be restored shortly and my askbox will be opened once I feel comfortable. I'll get around to following folks—#—again in my own time; so please don't feel offended if I unfollowed you during a moment of vulnerability and anxiety!!#This is all EXTREMELY overwhelming and scary for someone with SAD/AvPD; and I /gen can't handle seeing it all over my timeline ;v;#Sorry this got ranty and personal again hjdsgjsdh T_T I said I wouldn't say much; so I'll shut up now hehe#🖤 — shut up sai.
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haunts the punk rocker with gay thoughts
prompt: dream
#spider man: across the spider verse#spider punk#spider noir#hobie brown#noirpunk#noirpunkweek#companion to ken’s piece <3#ough i love love love when theyre pining idiots#when the rebel icon rockstar falls for the vintage noir detective…….#‘psh i dont lie awake thinkin bout im……. i fall asleep and dream bout im’#when he’s flustered and blushy and Uncool around pete >>>>>#hes just so into him and hes dumb about it!!! the untouchable star façade falters!!#oh btw thats a mauser c96 pete has#prolly the closest to his movie model’s gun besides the 14 nambu which was a bad ww2 japanese pistol lol#im very happy with this one too im really proud of how pete turned out#all the poetry is pretty easy to read the title of except#‘poem for my love’ by june jordan in the left corner and A by samuel menashe on the right side#the false idols thing is a tweet from badend_doll i found on probably pinterest#cw gun
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it's that time of the year again
#rvb#red vs blue#franklin delano donut#leonard church#rvb14#14 has a lot of misses but this is not one of them. this is one of the best episodes of 14.#it literally rules#sorry one of my favorite gags is when they know a spanish translation and how much funnier it is if they dont explain it#yeah donut. im sure you love doing the chupa.#this is just one of my favorite clips i think we need to pass it around tumblr again#originals#video
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everyone should like madoka kaname. everyone on this website. everyone on this planet.
#i complain about 'homura antis' a lot but in a way madoka antis are worse like. 'she's a useless crybaby' HER BEST FRIEND DIED AND SHE'S 14!#<- AND GOD!#pmmm#sambling#💗#i don't think they're around much now but there were an alarming amount of posts 2016ish when i watched pmmm#that pissed on EVERY pmmm chara by either ignoring their age ignoring their trauma or ignoring canon#ex. sayaka died over a dumb crush / mami is a useless character / madoka is a whiny crybaby etc#top hits
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most wonderful girl named mold
#deliart#some might remember her from when i used to post on my personal twt#my sisters bunny whomst i consider my own. my childhood pet#she recently passed. she ended up being 12 which admittedly is very impressive for a rabbit#but she was so youthful and energetic that it came as a surprise still#no one did it like her. tried to kill me for a salami sandwich one time. kept trying to trip me when i was 14.#going outside first time in her life she just scented a dead toad immediately?? and every single strand of grass. all cats feared her#objectively the best animal to pet. no residue incredibly soft and actually had the scent of fresh rain.#and she enjoyed cuddles so much . youd think no animal has it all but she did#anyway its time to finish some artworks that have been lying around since foreverrrr
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back at it again 👍👍👍
#personal tag#sometimes ur brain is running around wanting to make stuff for the Blorbo#but your Making Art brain is taking a nap facedown on the floor#so. i return. to my tried and true 'putting heart emoji on screencaps of The Blorbo as if they are stickers'#making the heart emoji into csp brushes was one of the best things ive done for my tism#click click click. every click is a handplaced liddol heart. i love it#i have like. 14 more screencaps i wanted to do dhhg#but alas it is 5am and this is when the hyperfocus brain gets satisfied and also wants to take a nap#anyway#star wars#maul#scrapbook
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I was thinking about this:
"Fen'Harel is said to have spent centuries in a far corner of the earth after his great deception, hugging himself and giggling madly in glee."
And of course things get changed over time. The Evanuris became kind gods, the vallaslin became a dedication to one of them instead of a slave marking, etc., etc..
And it led me to think that perhaps he wasn't giggling madly in glee. Perhaps he was laughing in the way you do when you succeeded at something you didn't expect. The kind of laughing that turns into bitter tears, sobs that wrack your body, the laughing that brings up all your sadness and brings it to the surface.
That kind of sadness that makes you hug yourself to self-soothe because you successfully did what you set out to do but it means losing everything you knew, the entire world you loved, the connection you had to the Fade and magic and the spirit friends you have there.
In order to save the world, you had to destroy the one you knew and loved and needed to save.
Imagine the grief he felt in that moment.
#hi yes I'll go see myself out#I was sat in my car and I was pondering on Veilguard and then I remembered the giggling with glee bit#and that set off the 'gods he must've been so so so sad when he did that' thoughts#AND I MADE MYSELF CRY IN THE CAR#DRIVING 100KM/H THAT IS A BAD IDEA#SO I'M SHARING SOLAS' GRIEF AND MY OWN WITH YOU ALL#14 more days to go#just 14#I'm going to scream a lot to myself the next two weeks#Solas#*leaves the tavern while throwing around tissues to cry into*#imma take a brisk walk to calm down.
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i wonder how starkid feels knowing they made a musical saying "hey dont buy a wiggly doll ever" and than going online today to see ppl recreating feast and famine over a wiggly doll that hasnt even been restocked
#spence rambles#starkid#hatchetfield#black friday#black friday starkid#im abt to pull up with ITS MINE. ITS MINE ITS CERTAINLY MINE IT BELONGS TO MY BOY#im glad they didnt restock it cuz if they did and i didnt get one ohhh boy#CHASOS REIGNS#no but fr i hope they restock the plushie#please starkid#i wish i was around when the first wiggly doll dropped#okay tbh i wouldve gone feral#14 year old spence sobbing over not having money for a wiggly doll#sorry for all the black friday posting remembered how good that musical is#i actually dotn stop i love black friday
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the only way to get better at drawing men is to draw men, so heres lime and his daily workout routine ✨
#the cat witchs guild#the misc adventures of mochi and lime#tcwg#tmaomal#lime#mochi#limochi#practice#ocs#original#art#his aunt works at a gym as a personal trainer so she gave him a free membership when he was like 14#he used to go with his dad for bonding time but got into the habit of going everyday#the result is him being a monster at 17#mochi doesnt usually tag along with him unless she needs the gym for something (he goes at like 5am)#i looked up references but men are so fucking lumpy i just did a lot of bumps and went with it#i do not wish to know how all the muscles work i just dont#too much#mochi fucking horsing around when shes supposed to be spotting him#hes only struggling because shes PUSHING THE BAR DOWN!!!!!#hes like THATS NOT FUNNY DUMBASS
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gym clothes under the work clothes bc priorities
#on GOD these calves will GROW#hi#me#my face#selfie#mirror selfie#cute girl#girls who lift#girls with tattoos#penguin socks#wombats#happy wednesday#the work shirt is not on lol I do not walk around like this#the protein intake today is absolutely BANANAS#fuck I need a nap#if you find me asleep on a pallet out back mind your business#hot girl shit#as always#be my friend#message me#or don't that's cool too#lord knows half of yall are gonna send unsolicited pics and then delete when I don't reply in 14 seconds#but if not!! I have work drama and babygirls to talk about!!#the babygirls in question are men who work on motorcycles all day#ok#i love yall#love me#later taters
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BACK ON MY INVINCIBLE MLP CROSSOVER JOY!!! I love this crossover smmmm, my soul is happy, cured even, treated of all possible ills. For Andressa's species, instead of relying on a horn for magic (which they don't have), every filly is bestowed a gem for magic! AND, because I want it, Oliver has some winks to Andressa's designs with the swirls on his legs mimicking the lines on hers, sharing a thinly tail, tiny little bumps like spikes, and the curls sorta kinda maybe like her antennae (if you squint and believe, which you should). Andressa and Oliver ilysm. Best purple pony on the planet tbh, sorrry not sorry Twilight Sparkle :/
Bonus drawing of Oliver trying to practice magic by lifting a sheet of paper, he's trying his best, ok???
#thinking if this mlp and we don't have aliens the planet they must live VERY separated and people kinda stay in their respective city/town?#which i don't know if it works but personally i am in love with pony andressa#she is more scaley than fluffy and so there's patches on oliver that's kinda rough/hard since the skin is tough and fur is thin#he swings around his tail a lot absentmindedly and often wacks mark with it just because he can#when he's young he RLLY wants to try lifting himself up with this own magic but the gems accumulate magic slow-ish?#i think oliver should get wings at like 13-14 but they're bug wings like bees or dragonflies !!! it just comes in later#lowkey almost made them changelings until i remembered that'd be SOOOO shapeshifter's deal and NOT andressa or oliver (insect-like)#ok i am done yapping#invincible au#invincible series#invincible season 2#invincible rotating in my mind#digital art#procreate art#fanart#invincible fanart#oliver grayson#invincible andressa#digital artist#digital illustration#pony design#crossover fanart#the brainrotsreal's art tag ✧˖°:*♡
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Yk I don't think ai art will ever really substitute real art. Like I don't think a future like that is possible, and if I'm wrong, we'd be living in the saddest, most depressing version of reality.
The thing about ai is that it will never be able to tell you a story in the way that an artist who actually drew the image will. Even my old drawings I did at age 13 with the wonky poses and huge anime eyes could tell you more of a story than ai ever could, even if it was just a very human story about a kid who liked soulcalibur iv and wanted to draw her ocs. If I'd only been messing with ai back then instead of picking up a pencil, imagine how sad it would be to look back and realize the art said absolutely nothing about me or my personality or intentions or where I was at in my life and with my skills.
It might look pretty. Maybe. But that's it. The result is shallow. You can't read into it, you can't think about the person behind it, because it says nothing about them. It's honestly the saddest thing. I hate to think about a future where people only want to produce ai art because it just sounds so empty. You can see none of yourself and your tastes and your history in an ai produced image. I think that's what people mean when they say ai art is souless and has no human behind it, because even if a human used the ai tool to generate it, there's none of themselves in it.
Real art feels more like an inescapable mirror. An amalgamation of the things you love poured into every line and brushstroke. A frankenstein of everything in the visual world that has ever inspired or fascinated you, built up over a lifetime of learning and repetition. And the more you learn and the better you get the more it grows and the more of yourself you can see in it, the more it looks back and screams at you the story of who you are. If your art doesn't feel like a living thing your hands have birthed then what's even the point?
#I still have a lot of my old sketchbooks(I was just looking through them ajkdshksd)#where I scribbled over the years. when I was 13. 14. 15 16 17#it's such a unique feeling to look back over your old highschool sketches and just. understand#yk?#real art creates a beautiful and unique connection with yourself#there's a relationship behind it#but if a machine produces most of the work for you.......#there's just so much you miss out on#I think the most valuable thing abt art isn't even how good it looks to others or even to you#but the relationship you form with it#and I just think humans need that#there's a reason why something like 'art therapy' exists#even when creating art is frustrating or when it doesn't turn out how you imagined it#the process of creating it forms a relationship and understanding of the world and of yourself#that you wouldn't get if you took the easy path of typing a prompt and hitting a button a couple of times#sleep.txt#anti ai#anti ai art#and that's not even to mention how much we miss out on when analyzing art#bc analyzing art made by a human can give you so much understanding about a person and the world around them#while analyzing ai will only give you more understanding of the machine. the program that produced it. not of the person#which is also really sad and cold
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i rewatched the spider-verse movies so im thinking about miles atm but you have a couple posts about him and LoF so i was just wondering what would the bats opinions be on him ??
oh, they're gonna love him. peter has quite a few pupils in the future, but miles is his legacy. carrying on that spider-man name and making it his own? miles is practically his little brother in the future, his pride and joy. the Bats are older too around this time so they each have different dynamics with miles. bruce is leaning towards fully retired by the time peter is in his mid twenties (i think bruce is like 53 when peter is 25?). by the time miles comes around they're used to having students and a bunch of family so he is welcomed with open arms
#before anyone freaks out and goes like “omg they meet miles???”#i promised lof ends happy#so ofc they do#i can't wait to delve into more of peter and miles later on#because miles is peter's student first and foremost#but if peter isnt around for some reason there's literally so many people for miles to turn to for help#he's never gonna be alone#me when i make a universe where they're all actually friends and can rely on each other:#yippeeee#miles morales#peter parker#but we're talking like. WAY far in the future#miles is like 3 years old in lof rn#there's an 11 year age gap#so when peter is 25 miles will be 14#so approx 11 years before we get to see miles 😔💔#dw he gets content#because he's my favorite spider-man#ao3 fanfic#leap of faith ao3#leap of faith catch me if you can#thank you for the ask!#peter parker in gotham
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